Two days worth of posts now.
Today I ended my friendship with the one person I felt the closest to in my life. I really just got tired of the continual disappointments I’ve been left with in my life by this person. I try to give the benefit of the doubt but all in all, I’ve finally decided it isn’t worth the effort anymore. My heart has been broken a million times. Yet I guess I am like a lot of loser people who keep justifying why things happen and why I keep loving him. Well today, it was the end. I was promised a visit. It never materialized. I was told he would call me back. It never happened. Instead I got a “call me tomorrow”. Well dumb ass, why do I always have to call you? If you really cared like you said you did then why don’t you call? I’m just hurt. I’m never going to be a priority, ½ a priority, ¼ of a priority or .0000000001 of a priority. I guess I will end by saying Good Bye My Love!
My heart will be forever heavy and you will forever be missed!
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